Lainey Wilson shared why she āpoured my heart outā as she offered a heartfelt message āfor everyone feeling smack dab in the middle of it this time of year.ā
Wilson shared a clip from one of her recent shows on Instagram on Monday morning (December 23). The Grammy Award winner told the story behind āMiddle Of It,ā one of 14 tracks that appears on her latest full-length record, Whirlwind. Wilson released the project in August. It also includes āCountryās Cool Again,ā āGood Horsesā with Miranda Lambert, āHang Tight Honey,ā ā4x4xU,ā and more. Wilson admitted she didnāt think āMiddle Of Itā would be part of her highly-anticipated album.
āI wanna play yāall a song I didnāt ever think would see the light of day,ā she said. āIāve been touring solid for the last three years. I think I slept in my bed that year about 30 nights. I was just tired. I was dragging. My friends come over, who I write songs with. I remember sitting in the middle of a hard wood floor. They asked me, they said, āLainey, how are you doing? Howās your heart? Howās your head?ā And I said, āto be honest with you, I feel like Iām having a hard time remembering where I started and thinking about where Iām gonna end up.ā
āI felt like, man, after being in Nashville for 13 years, things were really finally starting to happen, and the Lord had blessed be in so many different ways,ā Wilson continued. ā(But) from a personal side of things, my daddy was really, really, really sick. And we didnāt think that we were gonna have him here today. At that time in my life, I was having a hard time navigating it. How could I be so excited for whatās happening professionally, but it felt like my heard was breaking on the other hand?Ā And the more I talked about it with my friends, the more I figured out that, that right there, thatās the beauty of it. The not knowing, and the figuring it out. And I told them, I was just smack dab in the middle of it. and she was like, ākeep talking.ā ā¦and I poured my heart out, and this is what we came up with.ā
Listen to āMiddle Of Itā here: